What NOW when there’s no next?

Ancestors (pastel and acrylics)

There was a big fire burning and next to me were piles and piles of papers, photos and souvenirs of my past.

One by one I was throwing them into the fire, where flames were rising higher and higher.

There were tiny explosions within the fire every time a photo was thrown in and disappeared in the flames….and then….......................................I woke up.

Theodore Moqwaio “wolf” Thornbush, 1908,(2nd left)

my grand dad and other Menominee kids on the reservation in Wisconsin.

Ever since that dream I have not been able to get that feeling of history disappearing out of my mind and then just last night , Paul talked to me about someones will and it was all coming out. I have been contemplating hard about whether to write this blog or not with this huge almost morbid kind of message to it. I mean it is not light reading and it would probably better to stick to innocent small talk. But somehow I cannot seem to get the thought out of my mind and so, if you are not in the mood for this I will understand and you can just press “close”. However, she says with an evil laugh, it is something that all of us will think of or indeed have thought about in one way or another: What will happen with my memories and photos and souvenirs of my past when I am no longer here? Who will cherish them, respect them and share the stories with others so the ancestors live on?

Bear trap falls Wisconsin, 1900s

The difficulty of the image of ones mortality and the fact that you will not be here forever is hard enough and a lot of people shy away from even going to that place. It is even more daunting, at least that is my feeling, when you know that your ancestors stop with you. When you do not have any kids to give your inheritance of memories and stories to, no one to keep the ancestors alive. In my case, all of my mums side of the family with its huge history of not only European geneology but also a hugely important native American history attached will cease to exist. And still, I am not alone facing this. There are so many purple women (women who do not have children. Yes apparently we have a colour code now…oh well) and for them this mortality of history will be an important realisation and subject of long and hard thoughts and discussions way before people with kids will even contemplate going there. What to do when there is no next? I thought about this conundrum for a long time and without getting sentimental or morbidly depressed. Looking at it objectively to give you a perspective of the big picture so to speak: I mean everything has a time and I am sure the dinosaurs would not be too impressed with the fact that they no longer are roaming the earth, but fact is fact, we just do not live forever. And I am not only talking about one person or even families or even people as a whole. It all passes. So, what to do when there is no next?

My mum when she was around 10 ! all dressed up

What is most important in life is to make a difference, no matter how small or how big. Everybody, with or without kids, has to be able to live a full life with meaning and making heartfelt decisions to make a difference.

I don’t know yet what a difference I can make or am making. I just am, but maybe the fact that “just being” is enough to celebrate my ancestors and acknowledge them and honour them.

My grandfather Theodore, whom I have never met by the way because he died in the second world war, has immensely influenced me with his art that stayed behind, his drawings, his sculptures, his handcarved miniatures, his letters written to my mum when she was very very little and the few photos and memories that have been passed on to me.

Like I said that his line stops with me and I am sorry for that, but I will find a way to keep him alive and make a difference. Maybe even write a book? Who knows?

In the meantime I am determined to make a difference and live life in celebration of those that came before. Who wants to join the party?

Mum weaving

mushroom dyeing 1980s

Menominee demonstration 1970s in Wisconsin,

when my family was there, living with my grandmother Charlotte

I will start documenting and digitalising my immense photo collection soon I think. Better make more room on my flickr photostream and create a new set for my family ;) How About some Twinkle Bunny ! I have dyed a big bunch of twinkle bunny tops this week. This blend is unique to IxCHeL and has te following ingredients: 70% 18micron superfine organic merino, 20% tencel, 10% angora bunny. A supersoft shiny hand dyed top that will spin beautifully. Great for felting as well. 100+grams AU$24 Each of these tops have been named after the Menominee tribe totems , just in case you were wondering about the theme of this weeks tops :-)

Maqkuanini (Red Hawk) -4left-

Kitami (porcupine) -4left-

Pinashiu (eagle) -sold-

Pinashiu (eagle) close up

Inaqtek (raven) -1left-

Shaqshaqeu (Heron) -2left-

Shaqshaqeu (Heron) close up

Apaqsos (deer) -2left-

Hananam (dog) -2left-

Otatshia (crane) -sold-

Moqwaio (wolf)-sold-

Funky Bunny Batts ! A luxurious fibre blend in that spins like a dream. Predraft it fine to spin a fine thin yarn, great to core spin or to make art yarns as well. Gorgeous to work with , spin or felt it for amazing effects!

Omaskos (Elk)

ingredients: Navajo Churro, angora rabbit, soy, tencel ,nylon,

silk, sari silk, glitz, Angelina, yak, bamboo. 117grams $32

Manamu (Sunshine Beaver )

135grams $39

ingredients: superfine organic merino, angora bunny, silk

tencel, sari silk, soy, glitz, yak, alpaca, angelina

Miqkano (rainbow turtle)

138 grams $39

ingredients: superfine merino, angora rabbit, tencel

trilobal nylon, mohair, soy, silkm sari silk, churro, yak, alpaca, glitz, angelina

Ixchel Teas Buddhas tears tea Handrolled green jasmine pearl tea 50grams, AU$15 add 3 or 4 pearls into hot water, watch the pearls unfold and drink pure or with a dash of honey for an amazing tea!

I also have Flat leaved jasmine tea 50 grams AU$9 And A Red Clover tea , a wonderful tonic and cleanser. 50grams, AU$10 Great against acne, digestive disorders, eczema, endometrioses, fibroids, fibromyalgia,hormone imbalances, pms,vascular disorders and menopausal problems. Red clover is a legume rich in isoflavonoid phytoestrogens including: genistein, daidzein, formononetin and biochanin-A, compounds that are now recognized for supporting critical hormone levels within the body in both men and women, without having any negative side effects. Controlled clinical trials show that phytoestrogens from red clover help to maintain proper bone density in menopausal women, as well as relieving hot flushes and night sweats. Red clover has been a valued medicine since ancient times and was particularly valued for treating respiratory problems, colds, flues and infections in the 19th century. Red clover is recognized as a detoxification herb or "blood cleanser". The tea, like that of licorice root, is also said to be effective for treating gastrointestinal problems and can be used externally as a hydrocortisone cream replacement for alleviating skin inflammations and psoriasis. Historically, the blossom tea was also used as an antispasmodic and mild sedative. Research is showing that phytoestrogens, including and especially those from red clover, are beneficial for preventing and treating many of the major degenerative diseases plaguing our society today. Phytoestrogens support good health in many ways such as: 1) they bind at estrogen receptors and prevent the body from over-producing estradiol; 2) they dilute xenoestrogen-type toxins by binding at receptor sites and function as anti-estrogens; 3) they boost progesterone expression and help to normalize the body's important estrogen to progesterone ratio; 4) they reduce cholesterol and support the liver in its critical role of detoxifying the blood and converting excess estradiol into the more benign form of estriol; 6) they are powerful antioxidants; 7) they prevent the formation of new blood vessels that feed abnormal cells; 8) they inhibit abnormal cell growth, and 9) they boost several beneficial enzymes within the body that prevent DNA adducts and reduce cellular damage and aging. Red clover can be taken as a tea with the recommended dosage of one to three cups per day, using one teaspoonful of dried herb and blossom per cup of boiling water. A typical dosage of red clover extract provides 40 to 160 mg of isoflavones daily.

red clover tea

if you are struggling with hot flashes I also have some organic black cohosh available, just let me know and I will give you all the info and details. Happy to help! Email me on Ixchelbunny@yahoo.com.au if you want to adopt any of these babies or message me on Ravelry or facebook where I am Ixchelbunny ! Dates to Remember: Bunny Spin in at the Ixchel Fibre Farm: Saturday March 19th Thursday March 24th Bring your wheel, spindle, knitting, crocheting and a plate to share with everybody. There is cake and coffee and tea and a lovely bunny to cuddle and lots of fibres and yarn!) very important ! : Please, please let me now beforehand by email or message that you would like to come and visit so I can prepare the infrastructure and cake ofcourse ! Contact me on Ravelry where I am Ixchelbunny, message me on facebook there or email me on Ixchelbunny@yahoo.com.au Thanks heaps for your support ! RABBIT ON!! and...Make a difference ((hugs)) Charly

Lord of the Rings and the Wonder of Walnut

LOTR Rohan art yarn close up

There is a lot of excitement here at the Ixchel Fibre farm, the bunnies are almost all clipped (except the lucky few to be on display this Saturday for the bunny spin in), there are heaps of new blends and colours and fibres and Yarn! I am always looking to incorporate something quirky or funny or amazing looking into my art yarns and this time I think I have hit the jack pot… Paul was cleaning out our spare bedroom to be turned into a music room/study/office and found my treasured box of Lord of the Rings miniatures and figurines. Now, I never was a gamer or playing warlord or any of those things, but years ago I just could not resist buying the Lord of the Rings collectors miniatures and magazines they came with. Now I know what I can do with them: I am painting them and then spinning them into a fantastic epic yarn. It takes time, but I am so happy with the result! You can even imagine a story with the yarn Tolkien style ;-) And then , as if that is not enough, there is the birth of a new hand dyed blend of mulberry peace silk and angorino! These tops come in 4 colourways and are the most amazing thing to spin. Last but not least this week will feature some new Hand dyed Camelbunny silk tops!!!!


Excitement here is also going on in the local cockatoo population because of the fruits of our magnificent walnut tree that is in full bloom and has the most amazing green walnuts on display. The wild birds love them , we love them too, however, chances that we will get a big harvest of RIPE walnuts is extremely slim. The birds attack the fruits with a vigour I can only describe as Orcish..lol….Netting is impossible because of the size of the trtee and its position (next to the house). Early in the morning and at dusk we hear the big white sulphur crested cockatoos fly over, screaming “hey guys, over here! Over here!”and then the sound of walnut bombs dropping on the roof..bang! bang! Bang! I am picking up the pieces of the green hulls and left over nuts and bark with a smile on my face. Why? Well because the walnut is a wonderful amazing dye ! The walnut or Juglans nigra, makes the most amazing blacks, browns and even warm yellows. Historically it’s the husk that has been used to produce a good brown and black. It was used by the way to dye the uniforms of the Confederate forces in the American civil war; the soldiers were nicknamed “butternuts”due to their deep yellow uniforms! It’s also used as hairdye.
Ripe walnuts ofcourse are eaten and unripe green walnuts are pickled. Walnut oil is extracted for culinary purposes and the juice is supposed to keep bugs away.
The walnut tree grows up to be a about 15meters. Not a small tree! It is wind pollinated and self fertile. Walnut is a substantive dye: it means it doesn’t require a mordant, but if they are used, it will produce a wide variety of colours. Leaves can be used as well and give a wonderful yellow. The leaves should be torn apart and soaked for a day at least before use. Flesh of the fruit should be covered with water and fermented and the dye bath kept at appr 80C (175F) for at least one hour which gives a grey green.
You can soak the green husks overnight ( I prefer to soak them for longer to get deeper shades) and that will produce a deep dark brown and even black.
When you use the bark, chop it up and pour hot water over it, soaking it for at least a week if not more. Heat the dye bath up to at least 60C(140F) and keep it at that temp for an hour or more and then let cool, this will give yo ua variety of browns. I always add a bit of vinegar to the dye bath not only to assist in exhausting the pigments into the fibre but also to resist molds from popping their heads up , especially when you have to soak and ferment the husks and wood for a long period of time. You don’t want mushrooms growing out of your dyebath..lol…because that will give you a whole different colour range..but I digress..:)
The dye from the walnut stains anything it comes in contact with so be careful and wear gloves and old clothes when working with it. You can use the green hulls of the walnut but I dry them out because they seem to give me a better deeper stronger colour. You will have to store the green hulls in the dark (I use onion bags and put them in the cellar).

Walnut drawing

Walnut dye samples

Lord of the Rings Art Yarn !!!

I think this yarn will even be loved by unsuspecting 13year old gamers who never even looked at a yarn once..lol)
My first Lord of the rings Art Yarn features the Warriors of Rohan, battling for the safety of Middle Earth against the terror of the orcs and Mordor ! You can see them standing on the snow covered ground at dawn, a winter sun shining on the snowscaped land that glitters and shines ith the first light in majestic ice blues, just covering the soft moss beneath now and then peeping out to witness the battle. Specks of spring flowers opening up with yellows and pinks to try and overshadow the red of the blood that was spilt in the battle.


+/- 180 meters of handspun yarn, appr 8ply, weighing 217 !!! grams, with 10 silver coloured Warriors of Rohan miniatures spun into the yarn and safely attached to show off their skills in the knitted ultimate Lord of the Rings Fibre art work.
AU$79

Unique yarn with collector edition Lord of the Rings miniatures (Warriors of Rohan)
Ingredients of the yarn: angora bunny, super fine merino, cashmere, Angelina, glitz, silk, tencel, soy silk, alpaca, yak and quiviut, 10 handpainted silver coloured Rohan warriors miniatures.

Rohan warrior on the bobbin

Rohan warrior passing through the orifice….

Battle on the Niddy Noddy

Rohan Warriors in action

more photos of the LOTR Rohan Battle yarn on my flickr photostream at www.flickr.com/photos/ixchelbunny see the Art Yarns Set

NEW BLEND !
Hand dyed Rainbow Silk Angorino (70% 19micron merino, 25% mulberry peace silk and 5% angora bunny)
100grams /AU$22
A luxurious blend in four colourways that spins like a dream. Predraft it fine to spin in colour separation, but predraft several colours together to get that funky bunny batt feel to make art yarns. Gorgeous to work with , spin or felt it for amazing effects!

Waterfall

Waterfall close up

Rivendell

Rivendell close up

Hot Chili

Hot Chili close up

Sunshine

Sunshine close up

Hand dyed Camel Bunny Silk (50% baby camel, 10%angora bunny, 40% Mulberry silk)
50+grams /AU$19
another signature Ixchelbunny hand dyed top you can spin or felt and feels like a heavenly cloud fit for the elves of Rivendell. Very fine, super soft with a fabulous shine.

Lothlorien

Spinning Zombie (name inspiration came from Chanti J after telling her this was hand dyed with walnut and we got into a Zombie lingo/movie chat! )

Mordor

Merri and Pippin

Treebeard (dyed with walnut, lichen, ferns, madder)

Dragon Fireworks

Hobbits (more walnut dyeing!)

Ixchel Teas

Buddhas tears tea
Handrolled green jasmine pearl tea
50grams, AU$15
add 3 or 4 pearls into hot water, watch the pearls unfold and drink pure or with a dash of honey for an amazing tea!

I also have

Flat leaved jasmine tea 50 grams AU$9

And a

Red Clover tea , a wonderful tonic and cleanser. 50grams, AU$10

Great against acne, digestive disorders, eczema, endometrioses, fibroids, fibromyalgia,hormone imbalances, pms,vascular disorders and menopausal problems. Red clover is a legume rich in isoflavonoid phytoestrogens including: genistein, daidzein, formononetin and biochanin-A, compounds that are now recognized for supporting critical hormone levels within the body in both men and women, without having any negative side effects. Controlled clinical trials show that phytoestrogens from red clover help to maintain proper bone density in menopausal women, as well as relieving hot flushes and night sweats. Red clover has been a valued medicine since ancient times and was particularly valued for treating respiratory problems, colds, flues and infections in the 19th century. Red clover is recognized as a detoxification herb or "blood cleanser". The tea, like that of licorice root, is also said to be effective for treating gastrointestinal problems and can be used externally as a hydrocortisone cream replacement for alleviating skin inflammations and psoriasis. Historically, the blossom tea was also used as an antispasmodic and mild sedative. Research is showing that phytoestrogens, including and especially those from red clover, are beneficial for preventing and treating many of the major degenerative diseases plaguing our society today. Phytoestrogens support good health in many ways such as: 1) they bind at estrogen receptors and prevent the body from over-producing estradiol; 2) they dilute xenoestrogen-type toxins by binding at receptor sites and function as anti-estrogens; 3) they boost progesterone expression and help to normalize the body's important estrogen to progesterone ratio; 4) they reduce cholesterol and support the liver in its critical role of detoxifying the blood and converting excess estradiol into the more benign form of estriol; 6) they are powerful antioxidants; 7) they prevent the formation of new blood vessels that feed abnormal cells; 8) they inhibit abnormal cell growth, and 9) they boost several beneficial enzymes within the body that prevent DNA adducts and reduce cellular damage and aging. Red clover can be taken as a tea with the recommended dosage of one to three cups per day, using one teaspoonful of dried herb and blossom per cup of boiling water. A typical dosage of red clover extract provides 40 to 160 mg of isoflavones daily.

red clover tea

Email me on Ixchelbunny@yahoo.com.au if you want to adopt any of these babies or message me on Ravelry or facebook where I am Ixchelbunny !

Rabbit On!

Dates to Remember:

Bunny Spin in at the Ixchel Fibre Farm (from 11am to 5pm, every third saturday and every fourth thursday of the month -except July!)

Tomorrow ! Saturday February 19th
Thursday February 24th
Bring your wheel, spindle, knitting, crocheting and a plate to share with everybody. There is cake and coffee and tea and a lovely bunny to cuddle and lots of fibres and yarn!) very important ! : Please, please let me now beforehand by email or message that you would like to come and visit so I can prepare the infrastructure and cake ofcourse !

Contact me on Ravelry where I am Ixchelbunny, message me on facebook there or email me on Ixchelbunny@yahoo.com.au
Thanks heaps for your support !


((hugs))
Charly